Congratufuckinglations, you've officially broke my trust! On top of that, you've successfully trained up a fuckboy. Feeling proud yet? You ought to be. You took that last reason of sanity from me.

You want then you leave lor. Idw to give a fuck anymore. 

How can I be so fucking stupid to be fed with the same lies over and fucking over again? Wow, I must be reeeeeeally dumb. Just, wow. I am totally speechless. I'm just really a fucking living joke. Just a toy, aren't I?

I should help myself by not talking to you... right?

Sometimes I feel as tho I couldn't do it. I'm sorry.

I don't ever want to love again. I never felt as hurtful as this. I don't wish to experience this anymore. I can't... I can't live with it...

I wished you'll fight for me when the time comes.