Realization

And then it hit me. It hit me so hard and bad. If I really love you, I should stop talking to you. Start helping you to let go of what's holding you back, start helping you to let go to what really would make you happy. I've to be harsh. I have to. I have to be firm..

My all.

I always give my all and what do I get back in return? Shattered pieces of glass that hurts me and remnant of a relationship that haunts me forever. I'm losing trust in all these kind of sillylationship that people always get hurt over. What for? All I wanted was that I wasn't taken for granted, having a companion that understand what I feel. She doesn't have to perfect, just an average looking girl, financially whatever nonsense. I don't need a girl that must doll up to go out with me. I just want a simple and carefree relationship. Is it so difficult?  Yes it is, if not I wouldn't be blogging here about all these, haha.