I kept telling myself that I don't need you. It's always like this. I never thought that I would be lying to myself. Today, I was on the car going down that nostalgic path that I would always take whenever I'm on the cab. What's bad is that I would always thought of you whenever I'm near your place, the paths we always used to walk along, places we always say goodbye and we would hugged and kissed as you make your way back to your block. Places where I would wait patiently for your arrival, even though you're always late. I apologize if I'm always mean to you after we're over. I just want to get over you, and I mean desperately getting over you. I need my life back. I thought by doing whatever I'm doing now might succeed in whatever I'm trying to accomplish, but it doesn't pan out like how I thought it would be. I'm sick and tired of this. I tried my best hating you, saying bad things behind you that doesn't even makes sense. I'd tried unfollowing my heart and just bad mouthed the fuck out of you but... no. It doesn't work that way. Up until now, nobody ever knows what I'm feeling, not even myself.
How does one even get over a person? I wish, I really do, want to get over you.
