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I crashed today. Just by listening to our song, i broke down. Snot out blood out of my nose... what happened to me?

I'm extremely jealous of those people that can see you everyday.

Anonymous

If I can't talk to you as a lover, can't talk to you as a good friend, can't talk to you as a friend, then I shall remain as an anonymous. :) As long as you're happy.

Hurts

Envy

Fake

Painful

Why is it everything have to been so painful & difficult? Things is definitely not running smoothly for me as I know right now. Everything's pissing me off, I get frustrated easily, mistakes occuring on everything I did, & I get so tired easily nowadays. I can't even sleep well..

This pain is like a snake's venom, it's silent, it's agonizing, & it's slowly reaching out for the heart.

I hope things went well for you every single day without having anything to worry about.

This entry is actually rewritten ,the original one was corrupted, how worst my day could get? Suck right from the morning till midnight.

Titleless

Please just be straight forward to me, don't beat around the bush, don't keep anything from me. Even if it kills me, please just tell me. You know I hate it when I'm being kept from something.

Worth it.

I know you're worth it, that's why I held on to you. I know it's not your fault to feel lost & confused about everything, but what about me? I felt the same way, the same way you did, but yet I refused to let things settle like this. That sun that once shone, turn into blue. A blue dark feeling that will eat me away.

I was hoping, always hoping that things would change, that you would try to take matters in hand once in a while. But once again...

Held my head high, & what for? For that one day, you'll give me a chance to speak with your heart.
Wanted to find you after your tuition, but I know you won't want to see me anyway. I'm confused and lost, shrouded by loneliness, & I'm desperate to change what we're going through now. After all this, what heals me is that knowing you love me, deeply, but I just hope you'll express it out.

Believe me, I know you're worth it.
I love you my girl, my lil' girl pinkie..