Worth it.

I know you're worth it, that's why I held on to you. I know it's not your fault to feel lost & confused about everything, but what about me? I felt the same way, the same way you did, but yet I refused to let things settle like this. That sun that once shone, turn into blue. A blue dark feeling that will eat me away.

I was hoping, always hoping that things would change, that you would try to take matters in hand once in a while. But once again...

Held my head high, & what for? For that one day, you'll give me a chance to speak with your heart.
Wanted to find you after your tuition, but I know you won't want to see me anyway. I'm confused and lost, shrouded by loneliness, & I'm desperate to change what we're going through now. After all this, what heals me is that knowing you love me, deeply, but I just hope you'll express it out.

Believe me, I know you're worth it.
I love you my girl, my lil' girl pinkie..