She said.

Maybe I should really let go. I can't always be foolishly waiting alone when you didn't care at all. If you really love and care about me, this wouldn't happen at all. Our love is just not strong enough. 

You wouldn't let me go no matter how down I was feeling. Things wouldn't come to what it is today. These kind of things are just selfish, NO one would be selfless in love. Why do I cling on to that little hope in my heart waiting for you to come back when you clearly explained to me when we first started out that once you broke with someone, you wouldn't go back to him?

 What disappointed me most is that you don't want to face anything, no matter how tough the road is.. I'll just never give up. Guess your pause was just a prelude to all this.

I think we jumped the gun too fast. At your age, I wouldn't want to think so much too. I felt that I deserved so much better from you. 

If you're there, you're there. I wouldn't have to think about everything so much..

Anyway, tomorrow's fourth, but haha! ..